3/22/2012 - I am trying hard to get back to a normal life.  I shall enjoy my life and gradually forget Lik because I sense that she is at somewhere far, but I would eventually join her at that place one day in the future.  So, I went to the study room and enjoyed a sunbath in the morning, like what I did with my oldest sister, Mui, when she was alive. 

Mui passed away on 9/27/2011, less than 200 days ago.  I still remember I had to fight with Mui for the window space when we both wanted sunbathing.  Whenever Fatty opened the study room door in the morning, we would both race to reach that window first because it is the only window facing east.  Today, I can only enjoy that all by myself.